Friday, April 22, 2011

Thoughts for Thoughts.

Hey guys, it's been long after my last entry. It's not that I'm too busy, I do have plenty of sleep though.:p It's just pure laziness. Ha!

Whatever it is, it's our last week of practical, and this time for good! As for the next week, we'll be having visits to PUSAKAS, orphanage and also Rumah Seri Kenangan and maybe Pusat Serenti (if it's confirmed). Time flies, don't you think? Can't wait to be home! (Miss you Mama and Papa!:3)

Keh, just wana shared some of my thoughts lately which I'm sure most of us will be thinking of.

---> Honestly, there's been a lot of news here and there from my friends about furthering their studies. I mean, it's a really great opportunity since we're sill young, why not to? :) But still when this question comes to me, I'll have to say that for now, I don't have the intention to do so. Truth is, I do and is really excited about pursuing my studies again especially in Nursing. It's just that there's too many things to consider. I choose to be faithful to my parents in this lifetime. Please do not misunderstood what I mean, it's not that if your pursuing your studies means you're not filial to your parents keh?:p

My mother is a housewife and is no longer working and my father is a waiter in a hotel. He serves food and drinks, even doing room services, there's only one person working per shift and in order to have extra income he even take the job as a driver to sent his colleague home. But of course, his salary may not be high like other man did, still, that's how he supported our family all this while. And I'm very proud to say this out because I want YOU, YOU and YOU out there to always appreciate the presence of our parents, for it's because of them that we're here today.

They have been my source of strength all this while and doing everything so that I'll get what I want. All I want is the best for them as well.

Having me to further my studies means I need money. I do admit that I'm envious with some of my friends who has set their long term goal much better than mine. My decision might sound stupid and thoughtless. (even I don't really understand what I'm thinking). And for the first time in my life, I feel so certain about this. Which is why I've chosen to give up studying (for the time being, ain't forever keh?) and work for now, and help my father so that he can retire as soon as possible. I may not be doing it well, but I'll give all out for this. What may the future offers me? Let's just wait and see. ^_^ Please pray that I'll pass my nursing board exam and get a good job! And to all of my batch mates who will continue their studies, just do it, and never hesitate. I will definitely provide my support. All the best and May God provide strength in everything you guys have wished for. *Cheers*

Is currently listening to IU's " The Story Only I Didn't Know."

"When you look at your life, the greatest happinesses are family happinesses." ~Joyce Brothers


una~ said...

It is ok to hv a thought like dat. I also dun hv any ANY intention to pursue my study. Family is more important right now. Even though hv 1 brother n 2 sisters working but still I dun wanna burden my parents anymore. My mom+dad nt working also. Job. V really need a job. Dun worry Siik Fung, v still hv time to pursue our study next time =)

Nafardz said...

whatever ur decision, hope it will make u live ur life happily..bila da buat duit n stable, if nak cont study balek pun boleh :)
so, dun worry too much and most important xperlu mengikut org lain coz setiap manusia berbeza..
gonna miss u after dis..take care syg!

phanta-see said...


fei poh leng leng ^_^ said...

Now i am having the same thought as you did, my dear. When i am satisfy with me job and family even my love relationship over here.... i really dun wanna leave them and fly to somewhere being lonely soul and selfish leng leng....